Necrotic Obsession

Ok so a couple days ago I found out i got cancer and only have 2 years to live...
WTF?? Why me? My daughter will only be 2 years and 5 months... She wont even remeber me...
Im suppose to protect her harm but how can I do that if Im not here? Id rather just die now so she dont know that Im there... So when I do go She aint old enough to realize that I left her life... i love her so much but this shit is killing me... Slowly but surely... I dont know what to do anymore...

I am so very sorry to hear that..words can't describe the way I feel, amd I don't even know u. Yet, it hurts to hear that. Jut go to your therapy. Don't give up, and if u don't do it for yourself, do it for ur daughter, ur family....I know they love u and u have support. Also u have support here too dude. Pray and do ur chemo..it is a posibily that the cancer can be reversed..don't give up


All the best
Josh

That doesn't sound right. Are you sure you heard what your doctor said correctly? Cancer diagnoses usually give you either weeks to months or you're treatable. In other words, if they found it too late you're going to be dead in a few weeks or months or they found it early enough to treat you. If this thing was going to take two years it seems they found it pretty early and you're probably going to be fine. What kind of caner is it?

I support this notion, you're either

1) need attention
2) misunderstood
3) for real and i'm an asshole

I am for real..... an Awesome McNasty your not an ass hole.... I am gettin Kemo but its lung and it got 50% of my left and 30% of my right.... i also got cervice but they cut that but every1 knows it always grows back.... and AKA "Wilerd Toadboner" thats what they gave me.... weither I die now or months from now or two years from now Im still fuckin scared.... I got a 5 month old baby that needs her fuckin Mommy... My husband is a great father but i know he couldn't do it on his own.... He works while i take care of her... He'd go crazy if i wasn't around... And I also want to say since I found out about my Cancer I stoped smokin and drinkin.... (just to put it out there I do not n did not ever smoke weed... My smokin was cigarettes)... im just hoping for the best and prayn to the higher power to help me atleast stay alive for her... Fuck everyone and everything else... i know thats a lil cruel but shes my first child that lived... i want to be here for her if nothing else... Im doing everything to make that happen.....

By the way thank you Josh your a real pal... lol n you dont even know me... thanks for your kind heart Dude.....

Much love to ya Lea

Look on the bright side, maybe you'll be involved in a traffic collision and die tomorrow.

I'd like to be the first to say-- WOW.

Why?

Don't believe everything the doctors tell you. Most of the time they are wrong. If I died every time they told me I was going to, I'd need to be a cat with nine lives. I had uterine cancer in 2004 and had surgery. A tumor came back and they wanted to operate again. I said no. I'm still here. I know refuse to have any tests or have treatments that poison, burn or cut.

People die when it's their time, not when some body in a white coat tells them they will.

Live one day at a time, make arrangements for your daughter just in case, and listen to your own heart and mind and not what doctors tell you. Remember, they make money off you being sick.

Epona'Bri

Your suck a dick man. Like really wtf? I love my daughter and dont wanna go no where... bet you never felt love

I love your bed side manor.... No seriously, if I were dying; you might actually make me laugh or punch you in the face LOL. Thats why they don't let you near hospitals isn't it? You'd be the one going around telling them their gonna die but they should look on the bright side!!!

Well.. im at a loss for words..

just cos.. well ...


im sure youll be fine.. regardless of what you think..

btw ive never heard any doctor specify out 2 years.. its either below 1 year or.. its something they give good chances of recovery..

i was gonna say forgive me for being cold on this but i dont really know you, nor do i have any reasons why i should care..

Guess what, it doesn't matter if you don't want to go anywhere. You're going to die. Human beings are mortal. The only question is when. Good for you for loving your daughter. Good luck.



My bed side manor? The one with the pool and tennis court out back? Yeah, it's pretty nice. As for the bit about myself not being allowed near hospitals, that's just ridiculous I don't go near hospitals because of the incident with the candy stripers. As I said in my response to Truly Insane, people are mortal. We start dying the moment we're born. If someone believes otherwise then they are kidding themselves. People should look on the bright side, I don't, but people should. I don't see anything wrong with pointing out to someone who may be dying that things could be worse, and wouldn't it be worse if she was to die in an accident 5 months after her child was born? The longer Truly Insane has to spend with her daughter the better the chance of her daughter remembering her when she's gone. Anyways, that's a large enough wall of text for now. Toodles.

Doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom.
yeah just felt like it. Man this thread is depressing now.
Well, we are all going to die. This is correct. I was just trying to empathize with the woman.
But NOOOOOOOO, you have to throw the whole I'm going to die routine in my face.
I'm not a doctor or anything, but marijuana might help this situation.