Necrotic Obsession

My bro has always had a drinking problem, he evenlied ot my mom about quitting and then same day posted on Facebook status he was going to go drinking, and my mom is on his list, so yeah, she find out pretty quick that he lied to her. He rarely ever calls, in fact I haven't even heard from him other than Facebook since I left Ottawa to Winnipeg in 2006.

Well, according to his latest status he got into a fight at a bar and was jumped by 5 guys. Got black eye, sore jaw and apparently a foot to the face. Seriously, goddamnit, he has gotten himself into alot of shit, and this isn't the worst that has ever happened, but still, you'd think someone would learn their lesson after the first shitkicking.

What's pretty bad too is some of his friends comments(My bro's Brad btw):

"haha i was there. saw it all.
Brad+ Corey drunk = Mandiee fighting off all these boyz and throwing Corey and Brad into my car.
Gawd boyz are trouble LOL
Hope ur ok buddyyyyy.. those boyz were bitches.""

"Solid homie they sound like bitches 5 on 1 its supposed to be 1 on 1 keep it real dawgy"

Yeah, looks like he kept it really fucking real. I have met some of these people, and they egg him on. They he got into serious shit a few years ago, he even has scars on his neck and side(not gonna get into what happened).

Ever since I could remember he has always had this fucking problem of getting into fights...but for what? I have never figured out why he has...is it to feel like a man? Is it because of a woman(doubt it!)? Does he want to be a gangsta(wanted to be a wiseguy when he was 12)? Oi, I don't fucking know.

A part of me doesn't want to care anymore, my sister has given up already, but really, it's not in me to do that. One of my fears is he's gonna end up like my cousin, who offed himself in jail.

And a quicky fucked up story: Years ago played a Ouijia board at a party, long story short some guys I didn't know said the ghost with the same name as my cousin asked for me and said that it's too late for Brad....I always remember that everytime I hear he got into something idiotic. At the time I was like "Yeah right, he's been doing good lately" and not long after that it went downhill, then good again, and now downhill even further.

Anyways...yeah....bye

Boils down to attention. From who and or y is the real question.

And weather you wanna do something about it is on you as a person. If you want to do something about then decide that and take the next step (which is what to do about it, then put that into action as a further step) or decide not to and make peace with yourself about that choice. Serenity prayer comes to mind.

I'm not saying don't care.. I'm not being an ass, I'm just tryin to put it straight foward and just saying choose instead of debating the choice.

On a more personal note, srry to here the famiy stress. Been there myself befor.

I'm pretty close to choosing not to care anymore, I got my own family to take care of now. Nothing I can do anyways.l

stop caring.. he obviously doesnt give a shit


anyways.. hes gonna end up in the ER with that style of life soon enough.

Usually when 5 ppl jump one guy.. in a bar, he prolly wasnt all innocent..

Yeah, I figure. He's shit disturber.