Necrotic Obsession

I can't believe how much he fucked with my head. My friend that I've liked for the longest time found out right before he started dating his ex again. See he went out with 3 of my best friends. One of them being an ex, never worked out iwth her and never will. Anway, he fucking led me on. Holding my hand, holding me, etc coupley kind of things, and he made me feel special, I thought he liked me, that there was a chance. I felt wanted and loved and cared for. See I've never had a bf before only a "sort of" bf, and yeah the attention was getting to my head. So he led me on and then I later find out that he told some friend that he treats ALL of his female friends that way. What the fuck!? I swear, if you've got a pussy you are not safe around him. Jesus christ, he thinks he's a fucking pimp even though he denies, btw he's extremely emo not trying to be ghetto or some shit. And you'd think with all his sensitivity he'd realize that he can't do that, and he'd consider the conseguences. I've realized that it's like a friends with benefits deal and that's horrible, so, now my friend and I have to talk to him about all the shit he's been doing because he's basically fuckign with both our heads. He's absolutley pathetic! He thinks he can get any girl he wants so he acts all cocky and then when it comes down to the big finale he has to get some girl's pity. He will do anything for pussy! We're unable to get a hold of him though.
So now I'm half tempted to kick him in the balls next time I see him.
I was on the phone with him the other day and basically all that was said by me is "I hate you; fuck off and die; I want you to die; stop talkign to me; leave me alone; I hate you more than anything; I can't believe you!; I'm pissed at you and you don't even know why?!" and he just kept asking me and askign me what was wrong trying to cheer me up, a lot good that did. When he got off I was talkign to my friend again and he was in the back ground yelling that he loved me and missed me and shit. I had her respond for me that I was really uncomfortbable hearing that. Apparently he got extremely pissed and kept calling me a "fucking bitch" behind my back the entire day, he's been blowing her off as well and she's ready to nullify him. so yeah, it's like a soap opera but shittier.

i'm a huggy touchy kinda person, even thought i have a girlfriend :-/ thats just the way i am.

Doesn't seem like he fucked with your head, seems like he's confused as to what he wants.

that's what my mother's told me. and you're both probably right. I think that's just what I'm goign to tell him. Still pissed me off greatly thoguh.

you don't go groping other girls boobs and telling them they have nice asses in front of her do you ?

Well not that far, lol.

I do if there over 21..............

your name change?


I've been convinced that he's just using me and there's already another friend of mine wanting to asking me out so I think I'll just cut the asshole out of my life for the moment being.

Well that was shallow of him. I don't think I would appreciate that either. I mean....him leading you on wasn't a good thing, but I agree. It sounds like he doesn't know what he wants but it doesn't make it hurt any less. You guys need to talk about it with out the words/ phrases- "Fuck off and die; I hate you; I'm going to kick you in the ball" etc, being involved. They typically only make it worse.