Necrotic Obsession

Kill The Rock- MSI

Dream Theater - The Shattered Fortress

X. Restraint

Freedom--calls my name
Serenity--keeps me sane
Happineses--it dulls the pain

Honest--to see my place
Open--to other ways
Willingness--to understand

Justice--but do not judge
Courtesy--for others' flaws
Kindness--it's not that hard

Self-restraint--of toungue and pen
Inventory--my daily friend
Analysis--let down your guard

Look in the mirror
What do you see?
The shattered fortress
That once bound me

Fateful ascent
Through darkest fires
I've found the path
To take me higher

You're smart enough for me to trust go live your life now
Just keep these steps in your life and you'll know how
If you're not sure, ask yourself
"Have I done to them
As I would have them do to me?"

Look in the mirror
What's that you see?
The shattered fortress
Fly now be free

Fateful ascent
Through darkest fires
I've found the path
To take me higher

I once thought it better to be right
But now I have finally seen the light
Sometimes you've got to be wrong
And learn from mistakes
I live with serenity now
Not self-righteous hate

XI. Receive

Now that you can see all you have done
It's time to take that step into the kingdom
All your sins will help to make you strong
And help you break right through the prison wall

Keep all of me
The desires that once burned me deep inside
Help me live today
And help to give me grace
To carry out your way

I am ready
Help me be all I can be
I am ready
Help guide me and keep me free

XII. Responsible

I am responsible
When anyone, anywhere
Reaches out for help
I want my hand to be there

I am responsible
When anyone, anywhere
Reaches out for help
I want my hand to be there

Undercurrent, my ode to a seasonal stream in Connecticut.

Lacuna Coil- I Like It

Everything is different today
I like it, like it
I fell very different today
I like it, like it

I'm not gonna be in your parade
'Cause I don't like it
You think I'm a dirty little game
You think I like it
You made up this fantasy with me
But I don't like it
I want you to get away from me
That's how I like it
How do you like it?

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

You think you're the master, I'm the slave
You think I like it
You don't even know me anyway
That's how I like it
I'm getting ready to move on
But you don't like it
You can kiss your fairy tale away
I like it, like it
How do you like it?

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm free to be what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm gonna get what I like
I'm gonna celebrate 'till I die
I'm celebrating my life

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

Lacuna Coil - Shallow Life

I never thought I'd be the soldier
I take my place inside the battle
I've come to realize the journey is over
Realize that life is sober.

Everyday I'm like a soldier
Waking up within the battle
And through the haze I live a dream
That's better
than what I feel inside
Diggin' in me.

Suffering darkness in my eyes
Against the light of Rome
I see the reflection of the ghost that I've become
Waiting behind the windows
I resign to be alone
I want to feel alone
And lost in this solitude

Shallow life
I'll stay close to the ground
Shallow life
The walls keep falling down
I close my eyes
I'll find my way around
In the shallow life

Welcome to the bottom line
Suffering darkness in my eyes
Against the night of Rome
I get confused and all I hear is just I
I will resign and search for peace of mind
I'm on my own
I need to be alone
And lost in this solitude

(and one more heh...I really do think too much)

Killing Joke- Democracy

You have a choice, we are your voice
Red, blue or yellow.
We will blow away the green
Another five lane motorway
(You'll never get a referendum anyway)
Funny handshakes. insider dealing
Et in arcadia. arcadia ego
Backhanders and salamanders
A powerhouse that is morally
Mechula

(Chorus)
I'm sorry democracy is changing
I'm sorry democracy is changing

I'm not a slogan or a badge
Or a cross in the ballot box
Neither values or objectives
You do not represent my deepest
Thoughts and wishes
Education in obsolete skills
Stereotyping and media projection
Industrial psychologists
Plan a campaign that is financed by
Big business

You have a choice, we are your voice
Red, blue or yellow.
We will blow away the green
Another five lane motorway
(You'll never get a referendum anyway)

Drain Sth- Crack The Liar's Smile

I'm using life
It's true, I don't mind if you leave
You're fated, I'm always relieved
I hope you understood the words unsaid
So many rooms inside my head
Too many different places
Sometimes I'm dying to be dead
Too many lovely faces
It's like a poison to me
I ain't what you see
I'm too scared to be
Won't you set me free?
Leave it all to be
I won't pretend
I'm not scared to death of being left alone
My love for you is still unknown
I'm getting closer and I use my wile
I crack the liars smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There is no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me
I see you drowning in my eyes
I crack the liars smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There's no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me

I don't care -apocalyptica

Heads Will Roll - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Symphorce- Inside The Cast

There's no need to be so frightened
Of those wicked games we play
Unable to find a stand or grip
As you still go astray
All you see are pictures of rape
All the hopes are passing your mind
You try to stay awake
One minute to run, ten seconds to take
Rise to the place for what it takes
Open up the doors, find what awaits
Haunting for soul, will you die at last
Forever you dwell inside the cast
Tumblin' walls no shadows near
No one inside, can betray your fears
Ask yourself what's the purpose of life
Step back from where you started ... to become alive

Flyleaf- So I Thought

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because
so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times were right
But I couldn't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume
Myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn too much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies
About the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times were right
But I couldn't talk about it

The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it
The times were right
But I couldn't talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

[guitar solo]

Just maybe, we might see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Something there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Something there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Something there in between

Just maybe, we might see
Jesus, there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream [repeat 3x]

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus, there in between

dirty-amarican head charge.

Sybreed- Dynamic

Everyday, cold suffering
But everyday I resurrect
I expect nothing from this world of shit
Disappointed I'm standing away

[Chorus:]
Confused and lost, I plunge in suffering
Am I just idiot or vain?

And every time I have to breathe
In every way I can feel the pain
A liquid fire burning my lungs
An acid nail into my brain

[Chorus]

Why should I agree with common apathy
Self-destruction seems so sweet
Denial is what I choose to preserve sanity
I'm caught into a dynamic of hate

Like a relentless movement leading to our damnation
Existence is a bitch, happiness is a word
Love is such an empty lie

[Chorus]

What is given today can be retaken fast
In constant wait we dwell, vanity is all we share
Whatever we do we stay blind, rewarded with fast demise
Massively divided we've lost all faith
How to size how much we've failed?

I vanish, purified, and escape through decay
All I could do will never clear the veil before your eyes
Wrapping the constrained minds into a shape of fear
There's no more way to reverse destiny or destroy reality

paradise lost - hallow land

Blood plus opening Aozora No Namida ' Tears of A Blue Sky ' - Takahashi Hitomi

Hitori kiri kurayami no naka kimi no namida no imi o shitta
Negau basho fumidashita kedo dare mo kizutsuketaku nakute

Alone in the darkness, I found out the meaning of your tears
I stepped out toward the place I wished for, but I don't want to hurt anyone

Umi o wataru kaze wa kyou mo mayowazu ni ashita ni mukau no ni
Kokoro wa doushite ugoki dasenai

Today, the wind that crosses the ocean will blow straight toward tomorrow again
But why can't my heart start moving?

Donna unmei ga matte irun darou
Kuyamitakunai yo umareta koto
Kanashimi no naka ni yuuki ga aru
Kagayaki tsukamu to shinjiteiru
Furishikiru aozora no NAMIDA
Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo

I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light
Tears of blue sky, still falling
Someday it will change into a smile

Isogiashi oikaketa kaze yubi no aida o surinuketeku
Shinjiru koto mada kowai kedo todomaru koto wa mou shinai

The wind that I chase after at a fast pace slips through between my fingers
I'm still afraid to trust, but I will no longer linger

Tsuki ga sotto kata o tataki minamo utsushite kureta kiiromichi
Mayou koto sae wasurete yuku yo

The moon softly taps my shoulder, the water's surface shows the path of the moon
It makes me forget that I was confused

Nani mo nai asu ga matte ite mo
Nanika o umidasu te ga aru kara
Kimerareta michi mo kaete yukeru
Tsuyoi omoi ima komiageteru
Koboreteta aozora no NAMIDA
Ashita ni wa kitto hareru kara

Even if there is nothing waiting for me tomorrow
I still have hands that can make something
I can even change the fated path
Now I build up my strong feelings
Tears of blue sky, overflowing
The sky will be clear tomorrow

Miageta saki e to arukidaseru hazu
Doko made mo yukeru jibun nakusanai nara

I should be able to step toward the path I've looked up to
I can go anywhere, as long as I don't lose myself

Donna unmei ga matte irun darou
Kuyamitakunai yo umareta koto
Kanashimi no naka ni yuuki ga aru
Kagayaki tsukamu to shinjiteiru

I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light

Furishikiru aozora no NAMIDA
Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo

Tears of blue sky, still falling
Someday it will change into a smile

http://akb48tube.com/watch?v=qtGRMSOUSAw

Words can't describe, the fading day light of a dream in disarray

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6X-PLUpMP0 Lacuna Coil - Oblivion

Hyde- Season's Call (english lyrics)

I'm against to the tangling wind
I am looking for the lost season
slightly but my way aims towards your eyes
pushed by a shining memory

How many cuts should I repeat?
How many fates should I accept?
Does it have an end?

You always coursing through all my body
So I won't have fear, Even tomorrow
Because I always feel you in me.

the good of you crossing my dry throat
dampens to my heart
How many cuts should I repeat?
How many fates should I accept?
Does it have an end?

far away the aspect of that bird
that it would go away jumping towards the sky
always informs me about a huge love
Because I always feel you in me.

You taught me how to love. I feel.
I can do anything.
I'd like to expand the world that you draw in a dream ahead your eyes
So I won't have fear, Even tomorrow
My beloved season calls me.
Because I always feel you in me.

The Good Life

When I look in the mirror
I can't believe what I see
Tell me, who's that funky dude
Staring back at me
Broken, beaten down
Can't even get around
Without an old-man cane
I fall and hit the ground
Shivering in the cold
I'm bitter and alone

Excuse the bitching
I shouldn't complain
I should have no feeling
Cos feeling is pain
As everything I need
Is denied me
And everything I want
Is taken away from me
But who do I got to blame?
Nobody but me

And I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

Screw this crap, I've had it!
I ain't no Mr. Cool
I'm a pig, I'm a dog
So excuse me if I drool
I ain't gonna hurt nobody
Ain't gonna cause a scene
Just need to admit
That I want sugar in my tea
Hear me (hear me) I want sugar in my tea!

I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

I wanna go back, I wanna go back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

And I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back (I wanna go back)

rammstien - du hast

I Mother Earth- Used To Be Alright

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STN2F1oEbdY