Necrotic Obsession

I used to have that song on a single, head like a hole I think it was

Mnemic- In The Nothingness Black

In the nothingness black

A harmonious whole
Everything is a repetitive pattern
Blocks of time to fit the puzzle
Leading to question without answer

I - a harmonious half
Awaiting death through the hourglass
Burning color of the soul
No character
No recognition factor
The hourglass keeps turning
But still without no sand running
Rustborn not in reason nor in prose
But in doubt of the mirror ghost
But in doubt of the mirror ghost
But in doubt of the mirror ghost

Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Black ocean
Black ocean
Awaken back in truth
Awaken back in truth

Walk upon this earth we are all worms
Quenching hearts within these empty bodies
We might find something if we look close

I want to tear my skin
I want to tear your skin
Spread your wings like the lies
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Black ocean
Black ocean
I want to tear my skin
I want to tear your skin
Spread your wings like the lies
Black ocean
Black ocean
I want to tear my skin
I want to tear your skin
Spread your wings like the lies

I am the spirit of truth
The chief messenger
I remain outside the
Heavenly curtain

As of now no one is calling me
Devil and this is no act of god
Chaos

Back in truth
Awaken
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness
Black ocean
Black ocean
Black ocean
Black ocean

Bitter Pill- Devildriver:

Lyrics to Bitter Pill :
Turn your tired eyes home, put the sword to stone
Death by boredom, the reach man bears the burden
That the poor man seeks to chase
The chase is certain

Did not see it coming, better stand for something
They're wicked as they come, break the cycle
Racing down the flames, while building the coffins
Iron unbroken, break the cycle

It's a bitter pill, such a bitter pill to swallow [x2]

I've broke the cycle, after all these years
Death by boredom, not afraid to reveal
What the world is sensing, the chase is certain

Did not see it coming, better stand for something
They're wicked as they come, break the cycle
Racing down the flames, while building the coffins
Iron unbroken, break the cycle
[x2]

It's a bitter pill, such a bitter pill to swallow [x2]

Silence is my companion

With a pride it's going worldwide
It's spreading worldwide
Across the great divide
[x2]

Healer, believer
On the bended knee, when push comes to shove
Healer, believer
Time and time again, you push me too far

It's a bitter pill, such a bitter pill to swallow
It's a bitter pill, such a bitter pill to swallow
It's a bitter pill
Such a bitter pill
It's a bitter pill, such a bitter pill to swallow

NIN-The Great Below

Staring at the sea
Will she come?
Is there hope for me
After all is said and done
Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you
All the world has closed her eyes
Tried faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
All becoming clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear

I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the great below

I can still feel you
Even so far away


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What can I say? It's definitely been a NIN month.

Die Alive - Tarja Turunen

Open up the night
led by just a feeling
all around is light
everything is healing

No more fate
and no more mystery
even as time falls away
I live my days
every moment and it's memory
not only to survive: to die alive

Overwhelming love
heaven's just a feeling
singing in my blood
keeping me from kneeling

No more fate
and no more mystery
even as time falls away
I live my days
every moment and it's memory
not only to survive: to die alive

Die alive

No more fate
and no more mystery
even as time falls away
I live my days
every moment and it's memory
not only to survive: to die alive

Die alive

Die alive

how could you- saliva

Lacuna Coil- Wide Awake

kmfdm- Beast

My youth is wasted - I'm evasive and vague.
I'm a headless beast - I'm a subtle plague.
I'm a cheatin' liar - I am naked terror.
I hurt - I wound - I'm a fatal error.

I don't make sense - I got my pride!
Don't need no meaning - I feel no shame!
I will not believe - I got no choice!
I'm out of control - And I love it!

I'm a non-believer - I refuse and resist.
I don't play no more - I'm a terrorist.
I'm a radical pig - I exploit and abuse.
I am total chaos - Strange and abstruse.
I'm a cheatin' liar - I am naked terror.
I hurt - I wound - I'm a fatal error.

I don't make sense - I got my pride!
Don't need no meaning - I feel no shame!
I will not believe - I got no choice!
I'm out of control - And the kids just love it!

I'm a man who's sick, but I got class,
'coz you only get respect when you're kickin' ass.
I don't make sense, but I got my pride.
I need no meaning, I feel no shame.
I will not believe that I got no choice.
I'm out of control, but love it.

I don't make sense - I got my pride!
Don't need no meaning - I feel no shame!
I will not believe - I got no choice!
I'm out of control - And the kids just love it!

Non-compliance - Non-aggressive.
Non-contagious - Non-involvement.
Non-productive - Non-religious.
Non-resistant - Non-subjective.

I don't make sense,
Don't need no meaning.
I don't make sense,
Don't need no meaning.
I will not believe.
I will not.

Creep - Radiohead

gravity kills- Down

I'm your fear, I'm your monster
What's hiding in your shadow? Is it taking what's left of you
Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye.

I'm finding out what's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you? Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now what's left of you.

See no fear, speak no evil
Are you screaming out to no one as you fall down a mountain of pride
I feel you, my eyes wide open
I feel you, do you think you can save yourself in time.

I'm finding out what's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you? Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now what's left of you.

What you see, what tears into you
Behind the wheel that leads you, are you facing a truth that
Won't die? Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye.

I'm finding out what's left of you, I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out what's left of you, you're king of doubt,
You're choking, way down, way down now, what's left of you
What's left of you, you're burning out, what's left of you
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you.

La Maladresse - Les Colocs

Veux-tu vraiment savoir
Quand tu me demandes ça va
C'est pas la vraie réponse
Mais je ne te connais pas

C'est nickel tout est beau
Le cerveau qui fonctionne
Te dirait le bonhomme
Qui parfois se sent comme

Une maladresse du hasard
La cavalerie toujours en retard
Un mini plaisir de passage
Vraiment pas d'quoi faire un fromage

Un innocent dans une prison
Un point à la ligne d'horizon
Un journal qu'on a fini d'lire
Une photographie qu'on déchire

Un mendiant sur le mauvais trottoir
Une vieille pute au fond d'un bar
Un loup dans une bergerie
Un téléphone qu'on oublie

Une préface au kama-sutra
Un fauteuil vide au cinéma
Un paquet de clopes pas d'allumettes
Comme un myope sans ses lunettes

Une valise sans poignée
Un ours qui hiberne en été
Comme un ver de terre sur l'hameçon
Un premier ministre en caleçon

Une aiguille dans une botte de foin
Une affaire qu'on remet à demain
Un coup de canif dans le contrat
À un ami je dirais tout ça mais

Ce soir j'ai pas envie de parler
Encore trop de choses à cacher
S'il-t-plaît ne me demande rien
Je vais me mentir et c'est pas bien

Mais si tu veux je t'offre une bière
Je vais partir dans un moment
Ronger mon frein en solitaire
Pour arrêter de faire semblant

Allez, salut, ben oui
J'm'en vais, ben, ouais c'est ça
J'm'en vais à la maison
Et puis on se recroise une prochaine fois

Ben oui, ben
Non, ben j'sais pas
J'sais pas, non, quand je vais revenir
À plus tard don

Drain Sth- I Wish

Am I too corrosive
Am I just too weak
Am I too contagious
Am I just a freak

I wish that I could hold you
I wish that I could hate you
I wish that I could hold
you one more time,
Just one more time

Am I what you made me
Am I what you'll reap
Am I all you dreamed of
or am I just a creep

I wish that I could hold you
I wish that I could hate you
I wish that I could hold
you one more time,
Just one more time

I still see you in my mind
I wish that I could have
more time
I know that it will be just fine
All is well now, no need to cry,
no need to cry...

I wish that I could hold you
I wish that I could hate you
I wish that I could hold
you one more time,
Just one more time

Dream Theater- Solitary Shell

He seemed no different from the rest
Just a healthy normal boy
His mama always did her best
And he was daddy's pride and joy

He learned to walk and talk on time
But never cared much to be held
and steadily he would decline
Into his solitary shell

As a boy he was considered somewhat odd
Kept to himself most of the time
He would daydream in and out of his own world
but in every other way he was fine

He's a Monday morning lunatic
Disturbed from time to time
Lost within himself
In his solitary shell

A temporary catatonic
Madman on occasion
When will he break out
Of his solitary shell

He struggled to get through his day
He was helplessly behind
He poured himself onto the page
Writing for hours at a time

As a man he was a danger to himself
Fearful and sad most of the time
He was drifting in and out of sanity
But in every other way he was fine

He's a Monday morning lunatic
Disturbed from time to time
Lost within himself
In his solitary shell

A momentary maniac
With casual delusions
When will he be let out
Of his solitary shell

The Unforgiven II-Metallica

Lay beside me
Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear
To make my demons run
The door is locked now
But it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you

Lay beside me under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night
We share this pair of lives
The door cracks open
But there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still
But there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt
What I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there
'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me
This won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not
She loves me still
But she'll never love again
She lay beside me
But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there
'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there
'Cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
So I dub thee unforgiven

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known
I take this key and I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free, never me
'Cause you're unforgiven too, oh

Say it to Me Now by Glen Hansard.

I'm scratching at the surface now
And I'm trying hard to work it out
So much has gone misunderstood
This mystery only leads to doubt
And I didn't understand
When you reached out to take my hand
And if you have something to say
You'd better say it now

Cause this is what you've waited for
Your chance to even up the score
And as these shadows fall on me now
I will somehow

Cause this is what you've waited for
A chance to even up the score
And as these shadows fall on me now
I will somehow

Cause I'm picking up a message Lord
And I'm closer than I've ever been before

So if you have something to say
Say it to me now
Say it to me now
Say it to me now

when you were young- the killers

Lacuna Coil- To Myself I Turned

I was born in another world
strictly connected to a piece of my mind
nothing more than a little land
it is a small cradle where I'm a kid I am the princess in there,
nothing wrong in my fantasy world

I am the king, the nation,
no dictators or religions
no laws laid down for me
I have my own liberty inside of me
nothing to lose, I want to live here

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

When did I hear this wind before
change like this to a deeper roar?
I'm starting to bleed another way
I just need some time to complete myself

these spotlights are here again
I can't see anything, I'm blind
this nature of time and space
makes me sick of the situation

I couldn't know if I...
if I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose, do I want to live here?

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

Thornley- Come Again

As a child I found myself alone
Always walking in defense
Here they come again
All I want to do was just get home
But I'm pinned to the fence
But here they come again

I walked home all alone

All this and more
All this and more

I guess this is living
Would you come again?
Could you come again?
I never quite feel right
But I come again
Would you come again?

Yes I've become a rock and roll clich©
Because I 'm looking for revenge
And here they come again

I still walk home alone

All this and more
All this and more

I guess this is living
Would you come again?
Could you come again?
I never quite feel right
But I come again
Would you come again?

All this and more
All this and more

I guess this is living
Would you come again?
Could you come again?
I never quite feel right
But I come again
Could you come again?

I guess this is living
Would you come again?
Could you come again?
You never quite feel right
But you come again
Would you come again?