Necrotic Obsession

I'll go first.

I was in a wooded area at dusk or dawn... Standing in front of a full length oval wooden framed mirror in a small clearing. I was studying my own reflection. My face began to contort into a demon. Like flashes or convulsions. I started to shake my head violently against my will. I spoke in a very deep voice saying, " You no longer have control " . I put my hands to my head and began to scream violently. I turned and saw a dirt path. I ran, and ran and ran through the wooded path. There were branches on the ground. I tripped and fell.... I kept falling. Into this black abyss... of hell. I heard terrified shrieking, and men screaming violently, and I was clawing this void for anything to grab onto.

I woke up screaming.

Other not so bad dreams include me realizing I am in dream state and for some reason being terrified and wanting to leave. Its as if I am afraid of my subconscious since that dream. I scream and scream in my dream... I wake up and realize that I was only whispering or mumbling in my sleep. Or I will try to scream and nothing will come out. I will also float above my body, trying to wake myself up but to no avail I just scream at my sleeping body. I don't understand why. I used to fly all the time, and I love it. I have dreamt of flying with vampires, or flying on pirate ships in the sky or running in those garden mazes or finding the akashic records.

Now my dreams are returning to their old states. I dream of my old friends in High School and they are often mundane related and have little relevance.

So whats your worst nightmare? How do you interpret it?

It's not really the monsters that scare me so to speak. By this time I am aware and employ basic survival instincts like jumping over a fence or off of a bridge (funny thing is, in the dream the water was ice but the drop didn't kill me it reminded me of Neo heh)

The dreams that hurt the most are the ones that I know aren't real when I wake up. The unattainable goal.

Losing my kid...

I'm sorry Hope for the best buddy

I've seen Cerberus in my dreams one time, three headed dog right?

I seen a dog out of the corner of my eye, but I had to focus to see all three heads.
One of the heads chewed off one of the other heads (as a wolf gnawing at their own leg to escape from a bear trap) and the head grew back. After this happened, the beast noticed me so I turned around and ran as fast as I could and hopped onto a fence and climbed over and dropped to the other side and looked back but I wonder why he didn't jump after me over the fence.

I found this excerpt in my studies from www.dictionary.com

Also, Kerberos. Classical Mythology. a dog, usually represented as having three heads, that guarded the entrance of the infernal regions.
2. a formidable and often surly keeper or guard.
A three-headed dog guarding the entrance to Hades.
watch-dog guardian of Hades," c.1386, Latinized form of Gk. Kerberos, of unknown origin, perhaps cognate with Skt. karbarah, sabalah "spotted, speckled." Sabalah was the name of one of the two dogs of Yama. (further research suggested)