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I'm having the same dream again, my best friend keeps dying. i never see her die i just get a phone call from her roommate who is sobbing uncontrollably and saying that they got in a car accident. And before the paramedics put mo (my BFFFFFFF) into the ambulance she was asking for me and said that she needed me. Before i get the phone call though i'm arguing with someone and in the middle of my bitchfit my heart is in this uncontrolable pain like i'm having a heart attack. Then i pass out. I wake up with my nose bleeding and shaking. Everyone around me is asking if i'm ok, i nod and everything but i just have this weird urge that i need to call maureen, i need to talk to her but i don't know why. I call her, she doesn't pick up and i leave her a message just saying i need her to call me back. Then my boyfriend and a friend of ours go to the gorcery store because they think i need to eat something, while they're gone (which in the dream seemed like an hour and only a minute all at the same time) that's when i get the phone call from mo's roommate. So i finally make enough sense out of her to figure out which hospital they're at. I hang up and i'm just paniced and running around finding keys, directions, shoes, another friend of mine is trying to calm me down and then i just burst into tears and say (btw this is the part that really weirds me out, just in the dream it gives me the scariest feeling) "i need to go now, maureen's dying." So my friend tells me i can't drive and takes my keys, he says he'll drive me, so i'm like ok whatever, get in the car and we start driving. While we're in the car i call maureen's mom and tell her about what happened, then i wake up before i ever get to the hospital.
_________________ My soda is flat, I am now in a cave of emotional despair.
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